Music ADD

First off it is not a real disease so don't go to your doctor and ask for a perscription.

Well it is a battle that I face everytime the radio is on or if I am listening to my I Pod. The wierd thing is that it is not just one kind of music as most cases are. The music goes from Elvis to the latest r&b hits that play on the radio. Its so wierd for some to hear me to listen to Journey and then listen to a rapper talking about sex, drugs, and money. There are times I catch myself listening to things for no reason at all but just to hear the instrumental. Most times I say that I listen to a song and people look at me and ask me why. I find myself not really know what the words to the song are. So if you want some to look like a fool when it comes to karoke well I would feel that spot pretty good.

Music is said to show what kind of person you are. Well whoever says that they're wrong so wrong for that matter. If that was true then what does that make me. It makes me a random bunch bits and pieces of everything. Well thats another blog.

So what is the meaning behind this blog?

The true meaning behind this blog is I find myself trying to find songs that will keep my mind away from something. Well the the thing that I got to get of my mind is Marina. Ok I know what your thinking why havent i moved on from her well it is not that easy for this guy. Sorry readers if I have let you down but time will heal this wounded, Music ADD, and loving guy.

Happiness

Dear Reader: I want to warn you now that this might give you some insight on what the greatest feeling in the world is in my eyes.

What is the greatest feeling in the world? Happiness

Many may say that happiness is there number one achievement in there life. Well if that is the case then what about all those other things like love, power, and greed. The fact is that they all are forms of happiness. I would ask those who said happiness one question. What defines one as having happiness? I believe that there are many ways to find happiness. Some in expensive cars, clothing that is worn once on special occasion, in a new baby, a new girl/boyfriend, starting new school, new career, or even a new start.

There are many quotes out their to get you thinking about things in your life. My favorite one is "If life gives you lemons make lemonade". The only problem with that one is I like my lemonade sweet not sour. I need some source of sugar and where do I get such a sweetener. Well I have found my sugar in many different things. My career has given me a chance to use my knowledge and skills. I have moved up into a mangement postition which is super nice. I also have had a great relationship with Marina. She was so much sugar I got a sugar rush. It was nice until it ended which turned my lemonade to very sour to drink.

I think that happiness is hard to find a balance of sweet and sour. So my best advice at this point of time is find your balance and hopefully it last for a while. Make sure that you dont over sweeten your lemonade and make sure its not too bitter either. Find your sweetener today because it might be gone tomorrow.

Going on Without One.

This blog is coming after a lot of thought about the losing someone. This person didn't die but that's what it feels like some days. Dealing with this has been a roller coaster ride. Some times it goes hours without being so down about it. Then there are others where I am so down feels like my stomach is in my mouth. May be a total idiot for what I did do to make this all happen. It is hard to think that this could all been avoided but it happened so it gives us both time to find ourselves. I well be going through all this so maybe one day when we both are ready again.

Good things come to those who wait, and that is very true. The only problem with that statement it doesn't tell you when. If it did tell you when then it would be no fun to know right away. That's why we work on things for a long enough time because we seek the reward. I see that many people work hard for a short time and give up. I was taught better than that by a wise man and he hasn't given up on me. That man is my dad or my father. He has always been by my side through the think and thin of times.

Thanks to everyone who has been by my side. Mom, Sisters, Brother, and Bill (and his sons).

Thinking About How Much "I LOVE YOU"

What is one thing that is hard to live without? My answer at this present moment in my young life is....... You. The you i am talking about is Marina Delaney. She is the one that has captured both my heart and my soul. I feel as though it might be one thing to miss someone but to truly have heartache when your not with that person. I wrote this for Marina and I feel that the whole world should know I feel about her. Before I share it with everyone. Think abbout the one you love, it may be your husband, wife, finace, kids, parents, or anyone close to your beating heart.

Love

When people think of love they usually think of someone they truly love.
Some examples of this are the love that we have for our parents, grandparents,
brothers or sisters, some of our friends or our significant other. The things
that come to mind when I think of love is not just given to family and loved ones
it is given to those who hold a special part of my heart. My heart has always had
a place for people that I care about.


I say "I Love You" what I am really saying I care about you so much. That I wish
I could be with you forever and never let you go. I know that many throw the word love around like it's just a word but it has a meaning that is above any word in the dictionary. Love is the word that expresses true emotion of who we are and what we truly feel.

Marina L. Delaney This world gets tough and sometimes we need people to take on the world with us because it is so hard to go with our lives if we don't have some sort of support. Marina, you are one in a million and you are someone truly special person.

So the next time anyone says "I Love You" thinks about how much that person truly cares about you.

This is what i feel that everyone should read this so they understand how a 19 year old male feels what love is.

First Times

What can i say about them? They are exciting if they are meant to be. Its hard to say of all the first in my life which one sticks out the most. There are many first out there to do. I discovered that this would be a first i wont forget. My first blog as a blogger feels good to say I wrote something where millions can read it or just my family. Well this is the FIRST of many to come so stay posted on all the latest blogs through my eyes.